Chapter 1

2-15-98

Dear Diary
Life Changing every minute of the day. I can't sleep or  eat anything lately ever since Sean left me. Rita tells me that everythings gonna be all right. My mom is worried about me but i can't seem to talk to anyone about. I sit in my room waiting for day i will meet him the man of my dreams. I'm still upset about me and Sean but i can't help everything is changing he was my first love my first in everything. Tell next time...

alisondra
 

2-17-98

Dear Diary
Good News i guess if thats what you call it. Rita got me tickets for the Backstreet Boys Concert here in Boston. See also said that she has a surprise for me. I don't think i can take anymore surprises. Being 18 isn't fun i'm going away to College next month in Orlando and i'll be sofar away from home. Why do i have to have all these changes in my life but i decided i'mgonna move on give tonight a try and have some fun and  enjoy my surprise. Aj can always be it maybe i needa change with him but opps i forgot amanda.

alisondra
 

"Ally you ready yet, my god how long do you take." Rita yelled.
"I wanna look good you said that you got good seats and i have
a surprise." i said

"Well yes your surprise sit down"Rita said as i sat down.
"What is it"i said.
"Tonight after the concert you me and bsb will be hang out backstage" she said.
"WERE WHAT YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME"i screamed as a tear came down my eye.
"Yes were meeting them you been so downed latley i thought this would pick you up
i know how much the guys and there music mean to you it's my gift for you." she said.
"Thank you so much"i said as i gave her a hug.
"Well i guess we should be going"she said.

chapter 2